Saturday..

BOOoo! haha. im bored. surfing the net then playing games,watching movies and Gossip Girls Season 2 over and over again. blah!i hates boredom. really killing my mood.im so close to throw my handphone out of the window. another handphone. im now activated my digi number since the last i activated it was 4 months ago. "DIGI always the smartest choice bah". but fyi,im still using my maxis number.

i went out today with friend. huhu. we decided to watch movie Harry Potter but damn the queue was so long. gahhh..REJECTED! then we just hanged around and looked forward for foods. im free and my mind free from anything. i know classes will start by next week. i love.get myself busy as usual =).

tomorrow?any plan?
erm. going to church maybe.
yes. im going to church tomorrow.
ask for His blessing for this new semester.

thats all from now readers. have to get my beauty sleep.nite2!

love,
jen.=)

bored.

damn.im freaking bored.

im sitting in my room and doin nothing??

duh.i wish i can flying off to my hometown.

damn!im homesick whenever im alone like this..

i miss my family..miss my home..miss my cousins..friends.

i miss to hanging out with them.

i miss the Kuching's breeze.

overall,i miss those moments for the last semester break.

someone HELP me plz..!

kebosanan,
jen.

phew~

im damn exhausted.well. the day actually started out fine. im done with the registration things and im waiting for the add n drop subjects that is next week. owh..i have 4 days holiday means FREEDOM before my class start next week. i reached kl yesterday at 3.45pm .memang tepat 1 hour 45mins from kuching to kl. i was alone flew off to kl yesterday. felt a lil bit sad when i forced myself to say Goodbye to my family at the balai berlepas,KIA. i hate goodbyes. when i reached KLIA yesterday, eveyone wearing mask and i was like OMG! memang darurat la. H1N1? erm. God Bless!

im sitting next to the two big windows in my living room sipping the guava juice that i just poured for myself. this place feels so empty. but im loving my new room now. its quite big and the view?okehla..owh.im thinking..thinking n thinking.yes. there's thoughts. and ideas. and memories. haha.i was seriously overwhelmed with emotions with my last posts. it's like all these different kind of emotions jumbled up and thrown at me. it got to the point where i didn't even know whether i was happy or sad. scaryyy.

bah.thats all for now. im tired bah. wana get my beauty sleep.
nite2 people!

love,
jen

euuww..

omg! im flying off to kl this afternoon. im surfing and doing nothing now. i feel a bit sad.

dont ask me why.

i havent packing my stuff yet.

xda rasa mok packing bah.

i bet my mom will getting worry if she know bout this.

saya kan anak dia yang paling careless.suma benda lupa nanti..

teehee..

so i guess, i need my mom to remind me a lot of things to pack.

means, i will pack those stuff by tomorrow morning..

bah..k la..

sleepy ody me..

nite people!

love,

jen.

my heart saying these..

i just came back from the country's house. I'd spent my weekends with my relatives and friends seem like it was my last weekend in Kuching. Tomorrow im flying off to KL. Again,i HATE GOODBYES.. i know i have to but i hate to say the word whenever i enter the "Balai Berlepas" at KIA. damn! new semester,new subjects and new...erm. not again.


i just read my friend's blog and she wrote "why do love hurt so much?? ". im wondering the same way too. why do LOVE HURT so much? i hate the feeling of hurt. i know,when we are in a relationship (i mean male+female), we will face this kind of feeling. hurting is usual for everyone. but LOVE do HURT so much. i agreed with you,Vanessa. yes its true..
Forgive and Forget is easy to quote but there is always an impact in our life. as for me,i do Forgive but its hard to Forget eventhough i've tried so many times. No hard feelings and No Revenge for sure.

argh!BLAH that feelings!


p/s:Sometimes..when we are in love,we just dont realize it. i wonder why is it hard to tell the person that we love about our true feelings on him/her eventhough when we are face 2 face each other and we know there's something vibrate in our heart? why we just ignore or 'polah bodo' when the person we love/like is just in front our eyes? sigh~

lesson for today: When u Like or Love someone,just tell him/her. who knows he/she have the same feeling too as u do.winks~
peace.=)



sadly & emotionally,
jen.

hanya dirimu sahaja...

i miss someone badly..
you know who u are..
u can feel it if u have the same feeling as i do..
im not desperate but thats d fact.
the fact that i MISS you..

seems like ure far from me now..

still this person MISS you badly..

wish that i can tell u that i miss u that much.

sighing~

love,

jen.

boredom voices..

its just two days staying at home. what to do? what to do? i still remember when i joined the Kembara Warisan from Miri to Kuching last week. being so busy by that time,restless and sleepless but im satisfied when my friends said they do enjoy themselves especially when we had our homestay at the Iban Longhouse Kpg Engsika,Simunjan and celebrated the Closing Gawai Ceremony on the last Friday.i admit it was FUN and AWESOME! i never have this homestay at Iban Longhouse. The people and the culture are so WONDERFUL. huhu.i write more in my coming post.im still looking forward for the photos from friends.

life now is such a whirlwind. am bored beyondddd bored. i'll just stay in my blanket today. and hope the day passes by as fast as it possibly could. lazy mode. TOTALLY ON! for the past few days, im officially jadi part time driver for my sis everyday since she have the extra class for the upcoming Spm exam.

owh by d way,i now cook. i cook CHICKEN ala2 sweet n sour. asked mommy to buy the lime and some extra ramuan and and and it taste so so SEDAAP. *jump in joy* . my own recipe bah. oh maybe i should buka kedai makan just like the kedai kopi behind me in this photo. Kedai Kopi Porog-Manak(bidayuh version) means Kedai Kopi Utk Semua. i was like "kacak na nama kedai.."sound interesting bah.apa kemungkinan nama if i buka kedai makan? owh..it is just in your dream Jen.

Serikin,Bau.

cooking one of my part time job too.i blame it all on the boredom.the boring holidays.it is driving me insane. i need people. i need noises.i need something fun to do. there's 5 more days im flying off to kl. i hate to say this but its d fact.
BLAH!

xoxo,

jen.

Confused..

hey people. its been a while. my body exhausted. i miss those moments of the 1 week trip of the Kembara Warisan Miri-Kuching. i give highest thumb out!winks! thanks to elroy aka peepit for the trip to Rumah panjang at Kpg Ensika(did i spelled it right?) located at Simunjan. it was DAMN AWESOME!i'll write more and upload photos in d next post about the experiences from the 1st day of our trip till today(last day).

im currently at home. my feeling is like a whirlwind.im CONFUSE sometimes.I still can't figure out why we can't talk normally, and I mean a heart to heart talk.im still wondering why..how..and the reasons this feeling appeared.

this song dedicated to someone..

Menatap indahnya senyuman diwajahmu

Membuat ku terdiam dan terpaku

Mengerti akan hadirnya cinta terindah

Saat kau peluk mesra tubuhku

Banyak kata Yang tak mampu kuungkapkan

Kepada dirimu

Aku ingin engkau slalu

Hadir dan temani aku

Disetiap langkah Yang meyakiniku

Kau tercipta untukku

Sepanjang hidupku

Aku ingin engkau slalu

Hadir dan temani aku

Disetiap langkah Yang meyakiniku

Kau tercipta untukku

Meski waktu akan mampu

Memanggil seluruh ragaku

Ku ingin kau tau

Kuslalu milikmu

Yang mencintaimu

Sepanjang hidupku

Aku ingin engkau slalu

Hadir dan temani aku

Disetiap langkah Yang meyakiniku Kau tercipta untukku

Meski waktu akan mampu

Memanggil seluruh ragaku

Ku ingin kau tau

Kuslalu milikmu

Yang mencintaimu..

love,

jen

xoxo

im dumb.

my heart frozen.

my lips will never whisper the love words.

but in my heart i know u are always in one of this pieces of heart.

p/s : you know u love me..

love,
jen.

another random post.

i think..

For next week,i wont be able to blog and on9 my fb,tagged,fs and bla bla bla...

This almost-dead-punya-blog-although-i-dont-think-it-will-die-that-soon...im feeling kinda short of time because my super-enjoyable-semester break holiday is coming to an end....

Do you notice? It's already END of JUNE! Though... im goin back to my campus ain't that bad... *grinz*. i hate Goodbyes (whenever my family send me to the airport).

2 more weeks plus to go. and by next week, im not gonna be at home for a few days.im going off to Miri on Monday. i have this Campus Activity that is Kembara Warisan Tour Miri to Kuching. So, we ( me and the rest Sarawakian students who involved) will be their tourist guide(kunun2).

there's so much places to go. erm..*still wondering*

owh by d way,had this majlis "doa selamat and kesyukuran" yesterday nite for my cousin, Gabriel who gonna be further his study in one of the college at Sibu. im gonna miss him. All the best cuz. God bless u!

Blessing

Gabriel was in black shirt

I should stop babbling now and get my beauty sleep.. Dont wana make it a long entry...

much love,

jen