we loving it too!!

weird isnt it?

if anyone of you were to notice it,

i've been blogging at the night time lately.

an answer to it,

obviously is because of my bad sleeping pattern.

NO,its not that i love to have that kind of sleeping pattern.

but i just could'nt help myself.

its hard to explain,

its like an unsolved riddle.

the kind that only one knows the answer.

but hey, now that i got it answered,

i could lay on my back.

IM BACK TO CIRCLE ONE. :)

wish you all the best mate.

in everything you do.

okay, enough of my emo thoughts.

lets go to the fun part.

auww..

Mcd.im so lovin it!

had this sweet talk with friends,Josh and Rita at Mcd.

the better place to chit chat (currently)

bubur ayam mcd~

oreo mc flurry

they lovin it too.so so tamak eh.


yes.we lovin it.
auww..josh n rita,
i cant wait to meet both of u tis sunday..
mass at st john's church.
love ya'll.
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love & hug,
jen

Hit the Beach!

erlow readers. im free right now after desperately thinking for adding some points for my Professional Comm (english) essay.

have to submit by tomorrow. huhu.and im still half way now.

blink.! tik tok tik tok..

owh well, let see...lets talk about my last weekend. it was AWESOME.

my friend Josh decided to bring Rita and i to Port Dickson Beach, Negeri Sembilan.

i was like..wow! fyi,i love beach.winks~

furthermore,i never been there before..

i mean PD not negeri sembilan.

it took 1 hour plus to reach PD.

we reached there almost 4pm and we bought some souvenirs.

hehe.

here are some photos that we took.

SHOOT!

rita & i (along the way to PD)

me.rita.josh

the beautiful contrast

gorgeous

bubbling~

happy hours~

stranded.=)

the beautiful sunset as our background

sunset..shot 1

i love this scene...beautiful

shot 2..

i had so much fun.
but im so exhausted.

my skin getting darker.

auwww.

but its ok as what my friend said,u look tanned.

huhu.

less writing..sori guys.

will upload more photos in my FB.

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love,

jen

im okay..

i just came back from d clinic.phew!my mom keep on nagging me to see the doc since yesterday. she's damn so worried.thank God im just demam biasa as the doctor said my temperature is okay. hehe. but my body feel weak a bit and my head a bit dizzy.auww.

tomorrow im going to PD.i hope my flu n cough are getting better.

thats all from me.

im getting sleepy now maybe effect from the medicines that i took just now.

owh.i miss someone btw.

hope to see the person soon.

hehe.

nite2 readers.

hoping that tomorrow will be the better day for me.

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love,

jen.

its aint that cool.

i hate this weather. euw..its jerebu now in selangor. im sick with it and im not feeling well today. im flu and coughing. owh..i forced myself to swallow pills (panadol+flu) just now. i really hate to take medicine.gah! and and..i didnt attend Power System lab this afternoon.i overslept cause of the medicine effect. phew~ im still feel a lil bit dizzy now but " no more sleep jen. its enough." yah2. hurm.



this weekend im going to PD. owh..im so into beach breeze. i need it. yes.

later im going to:.

paint my toe nails yellow..

finish my keropok cheese..

and then rest.

how's that for a boring afternoon.

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much love,

jen

teehee..

ouwwww...

i cant wait for this weekend!

PD...im coming!!!

teeheee..

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love,

jen

blah!

why do you wanna bring me down?

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sadly,

jen

One Word Only..

Y O U ... C A N ... O N L Y ... T Y P E ... O N E ... W O R D !N O ... E X P L A N A T I O N S !

1. Your name: jenny


2. Your boyfriend/girlfriend : single


3. Your hair: wavycurl


4. Your Pet: bubu


5. Your Sister: two


6. Your Favorite Item: handphones


7. Your dream last night: forgot!


8. Your Dream Home: beach


9. The Room You Are In: silent


10. Favorite colour: white


11. Your music: pop


12. Where do you want to be in ten years? :hometown


13. Who you hung out with last night: friends


14. What city you lived:Kuching


15. Your Best Friend: Ritah


16. One of Your Wish List Items: BMW


17. Your Addiction: Perfumes


18. The Last Thing You Did: thinking


19. Your Favorite Weather: Spring


20. The Last Thing You Ate: mee





i tagged:
1.elroy
2.cliffio
3.vanessa
4.ruth
5.lamia
6.franz
7.whoever read this

p/s:boredom really does kill. Do anwer this tag.=)

its a confession.

aku rindu la dgn seseorang.

macam mane aku nak cakap yang aku rindu kat die ek?

im crazy if that the best word to describe my situation now.

i mean im critically rindu kat die.

camne ni?

aku nak cakap kat die pun segan.

ngek la.

kenape la this feeling become so crazy by this time.

gile ape.

aku memang dah gile rindukan die ni.

kalau jumpe,buat bodo la plak.

buat tak tau jer..

nape eh?

bodoh tol la perasaan aku ni.

aduh!

memang desperate sgt3.bukan desperate ape.tp masalah RINDU ni.

memang gile la.

bengong tol aku dibuat nyer.

but.but...

does the person feel the same way like i do now?

i wonder..erm.

but this is my confession.

confusing,
jen.

Saturday..

BOOoo! haha. im bored. surfing the net then playing games,watching movies and Gossip Girls Season 2 over and over again. blah!i hates boredom. really killing my mood.im so close to throw my handphone out of the window. another handphone. im now activated my digi number since the last i activated it was 4 months ago. "DIGI always the smartest choice bah". but fyi,im still using my maxis number.

i went out today with friend. huhu. we decided to watch movie Harry Potter but damn the queue was so long. gahhh..REJECTED! then we just hanged around and looked forward for foods. im free and my mind free from anything. i know classes will start by next week. i love.get myself busy as usual =).

tomorrow?any plan?
erm. going to church maybe.
yes. im going to church tomorrow.
ask for His blessing for this new semester.

thats all from now readers. have to get my beauty sleep.nite2!

love,
jen.=)

bored.

damn.im freaking bored.

im sitting in my room and doin nothing??

duh.i wish i can flying off to my hometown.

damn!im homesick whenever im alone like this..

i miss my family..miss my home..miss my cousins..friends.

i miss to hanging out with them.

i miss the Kuching's breeze.

overall,i miss those moments for the last semester break.

someone HELP me plz..!

kebosanan,
jen.

phew~

im damn exhausted.well. the day actually started out fine. im done with the registration things and im waiting for the add n drop subjects that is next week. owh..i have 4 days holiday means FREEDOM before my class start next week. i reached kl yesterday at 3.45pm .memang tepat 1 hour 45mins from kuching to kl. i was alone flew off to kl yesterday. felt a lil bit sad when i forced myself to say Goodbye to my family at the balai berlepas,KIA. i hate goodbyes. when i reached KLIA yesterday, eveyone wearing mask and i was like OMG! memang darurat la. H1N1? erm. God Bless!

im sitting next to the two big windows in my living room sipping the guava juice that i just poured for myself. this place feels so empty. but im loving my new room now. its quite big and the view?okehla..owh.im thinking..thinking n thinking.yes. there's thoughts. and ideas. and memories. haha.i was seriously overwhelmed with emotions with my last posts. it's like all these different kind of emotions jumbled up and thrown at me. it got to the point where i didn't even know whether i was happy or sad. scaryyy.

bah.thats all for now. im tired bah. wana get my beauty sleep.
nite2 people!

love,
jen

euuww..

omg! im flying off to kl this afternoon. im surfing and doing nothing now. i feel a bit sad.

dont ask me why.

i havent packing my stuff yet.

xda rasa mok packing bah.

i bet my mom will getting worry if she know bout this.

saya kan anak dia yang paling careless.suma benda lupa nanti..

teehee..

so i guess, i need my mom to remind me a lot of things to pack.

means, i will pack those stuff by tomorrow morning..

bah..k la..

sleepy ody me..

nite people!

love,

jen.

my heart saying these..

i just came back from the country's house. I'd spent my weekends with my relatives and friends seem like it was my last weekend in Kuching. Tomorrow im flying off to KL. Again,i HATE GOODBYES.. i know i have to but i hate to say the word whenever i enter the "Balai Berlepas" at KIA. damn! new semester,new subjects and new...erm. not again.


i just read my friend's blog and she wrote "why do love hurt so much?? ". im wondering the same way too. why do LOVE HURT so much? i hate the feeling of hurt. i know,when we are in a relationship (i mean male+female), we will face this kind of feeling. hurting is usual for everyone. but LOVE do HURT so much. i agreed with you,Vanessa. yes its true..
Forgive and Forget is easy to quote but there is always an impact in our life. as for me,i do Forgive but its hard to Forget eventhough i've tried so many times. No hard feelings and No Revenge for sure.

argh!BLAH that feelings!


p/s:Sometimes..when we are in love,we just dont realize it. i wonder why is it hard to tell the person that we love about our true feelings on him/her eventhough when we are face 2 face each other and we know there's something vibrate in our heart? why we just ignore or 'polah bodo' when the person we love/like is just in front our eyes? sigh~

lesson for today: When u Like or Love someone,just tell him/her. who knows he/she have the same feeling too as u do.winks~
peace.=)



sadly & emotionally,
jen.

hanya dirimu sahaja...

i miss someone badly..
you know who u are..
u can feel it if u have the same feeling as i do..
im not desperate but thats d fact.
the fact that i MISS you..

seems like ure far from me now..

still this person MISS you badly..

wish that i can tell u that i miss u that much.

sighing~

love,

jen.

boredom voices..

its just two days staying at home. what to do? what to do? i still remember when i joined the Kembara Warisan from Miri to Kuching last week. being so busy by that time,restless and sleepless but im satisfied when my friends said they do enjoy themselves especially when we had our homestay at the Iban Longhouse Kpg Engsika,Simunjan and celebrated the Closing Gawai Ceremony on the last Friday.i admit it was FUN and AWESOME! i never have this homestay at Iban Longhouse. The people and the culture are so WONDERFUL. huhu.i write more in my coming post.im still looking forward for the photos from friends.

life now is such a whirlwind. am bored beyondddd bored. i'll just stay in my blanket today. and hope the day passes by as fast as it possibly could. lazy mode. TOTALLY ON! for the past few days, im officially jadi part time driver for my sis everyday since she have the extra class for the upcoming Spm exam.

owh by d way,i now cook. i cook CHICKEN ala2 sweet n sour. asked mommy to buy the lime and some extra ramuan and and and it taste so so SEDAAP. *jump in joy* . my own recipe bah. oh maybe i should buka kedai makan just like the kedai kopi behind me in this photo. Kedai Kopi Porog-Manak(bidayuh version) means Kedai Kopi Utk Semua. i was like "kacak na nama kedai.."sound interesting bah.apa kemungkinan nama if i buka kedai makan? owh..it is just in your dream Jen.

Serikin,Bau.

cooking one of my part time job too.i blame it all on the boredom.the boring holidays.it is driving me insane. i need people. i need noises.i need something fun to do. there's 5 more days im flying off to kl. i hate to say this but its d fact.
BLAH!

xoxo,

jen.

Confused..

hey people. its been a while. my body exhausted. i miss those moments of the 1 week trip of the Kembara Warisan Miri-Kuching. i give highest thumb out!winks! thanks to elroy aka peepit for the trip to Rumah panjang at Kpg Ensika(did i spelled it right?) located at Simunjan. it was DAMN AWESOME!i'll write more and upload photos in d next post about the experiences from the 1st day of our trip till today(last day).

im currently at home. my feeling is like a whirlwind.im CONFUSE sometimes.I still can't figure out why we can't talk normally, and I mean a heart to heart talk.im still wondering why..how..and the reasons this feeling appeared.

this song dedicated to someone..

Menatap indahnya senyuman diwajahmu

Membuat ku terdiam dan terpaku

Mengerti akan hadirnya cinta terindah

Saat kau peluk mesra tubuhku

Banyak kata Yang tak mampu kuungkapkan

Kepada dirimu

Aku ingin engkau slalu

Hadir dan temani aku

Disetiap langkah Yang meyakiniku

Kau tercipta untukku

Sepanjang hidupku

Aku ingin engkau slalu

Hadir dan temani aku

Disetiap langkah Yang meyakiniku

Kau tercipta untukku

Meski waktu akan mampu

Memanggil seluruh ragaku

Ku ingin kau tau

Kuslalu milikmu

Yang mencintaimu

Sepanjang hidupku

Aku ingin engkau slalu

Hadir dan temani aku

Disetiap langkah Yang meyakiniku Kau tercipta untukku

Meski waktu akan mampu

Memanggil seluruh ragaku

Ku ingin kau tau

Kuslalu milikmu

Yang mencintaimu..

love,

jen

xoxo

im dumb.

my heart frozen.

my lips will never whisper the love words.

but in my heart i know u are always in one of this pieces of heart.

p/s : you know u love me..

love,
jen.