September 30, 2008


Love is not to forget but to forgive, not to c but to understand, not to hear
but to listen, not to let go but to HOLD ON...

Don't ever leave the one you love for the one you like, because the one
you like will leave you for the one they love.TRUST ME..

September 29, 2008

d@m@i beach resOrt

erlo bloggy..its been a few days i didnt blog here. im just feeling so rajin wanna blog..since im like freaking bored to death ere..ahahahah.. boredom really does kill huh? huhuhu..lets see.. lets talk bout MY DAY =)… so here i damn tiring n look very 'euuu'.i've got sunburnt for all over my body unless for the certain parts. aiseh. lol. i had a very wonderful and great weekend. i went to damai beach resort which is located at santubong,kuching with all my relatives from my mom's side for 2 days 1 nite. duh~ we had a lots of fun. i took a lots2 of photos. what can i say..i juz love to take photos. our hotel that we were stay was just nearby the beach. 1 room for 1 family. so for my family's room was facing the swimming pool and the beach. thank god! i juz love this view. we had our lunch together. i juz miss this situation. my popo looked very happy tat day.yala..all her daughters were all together and with her grandchildren..huhu.. i love u popo..miss her bah. hehe.

introduced..jen played hide n seek with the curtain

beloved popo

having our lunch together

then we went to swimming at evening and walking along the side of the beach. we played volleyball and my team won the games. huhu.kan charles kan? huhu..

the volleyball net

samantha and i

loafing together


in the pool


view at the pool

sunset view...

at night,we hanged around the beach and menikmati keindahan alam kunun2.chewah.. sambil ber"whore cam"...

shot 1..

stupid acts!

alice n i


hurm.around 1am,we went back to our room. rest our body.. i juz cant sleep tat nite. donno mind kept thinking n my brain kept working. i woke up from the bed n it was around 2 am.i heard a lil voice of snored from my sis and i stared outside the windows. i miss him. duh~ i rili avoid myslf from thinking of him but damn,i miss him. hurm.i quickly jump softly into my bed and covered myself with the comforter. i closed my eyes tightly. i forced myself to sleep. i donno know what time did i fell asleep.

in the morning,i kejutkan my sis and im juz so excited when my cuz,alice called me and asked me to join her to the beach. my sis n i quickly changed our clothes and went to the beach and had our sunbathing with alice. fuh.. the morning's the air..fresh air.. wish my house is just nearby the beach. then we went to sea and swim..then to the swimming pool..then sea..bla..bla.. we went back around 4pm. duh. damn my body sunburnt. pa2 pun,we rili enjoy our weekend. love the situations.

morning version

view from my room

i have a lots of fun here..but damn so exhausted. huhu. less writing..sori guys. c more pics in my facebook..



September 24, 2008

Bersama sahabatku~

Saat kubuka mataku
Dan kuhirup nafasku
Ada kehidupanMu di dalamku

Walau kadang tak tahu
Rahasia jalanMu
Dan keputusan dariMu
Namun aku t'rus berjalan

Kuberjalan bersama sahabatku
Lalui terjal kehidupan
Ku tak takut, tak kuragu S'bab cintaMu
Kuberjalan bersama sahabatku
Jalani kelam kehidupan
Bersama sahabat

im currently listening to the gospel songs. n everytime when i hear to this song,my tears will scroll down. donno y..its juz spontaneous. im touched with the lyrics. song by franky sihombing. i love all his songs. i wish that i will meet him someday. can i? hurm.i wish.. -emo me-

September 23, 2008

Between L.O.V.E and L.I.K.E

I’ve always wondered whats the word between LOVE and LIKE. That feeling which is a little bit of each. I’ve always tried to come up with a word but it never feels right… any suggestions?

September 21, 2008

i was tagged by fRanz. thanks babe~

1. Six people I tag:
=havent tag anybody yet.. gina n rita maybe~ lol..u want 6? erm..let me think later.

2. Six things that I'm passionate about
=damai beach~
=take a lot of photos~
=secret recipe~

3. Six things that I say too often

4. Six books I've recently read:
=my bible
=my journal~
=my pratical's logbook~

5. Six songs I listen to again and again:
=forever by chris brown
=somebody's me by enrique inglesias
=little by little by marion raven
=the right king of wrong by leanne rimes
=one step at a time by jordin sparks
=semina duduk berimbai by andrewson ngalai [i njoy tis iban's song]

6. Six things that I've learnt from the past:
=trust ur own self before u trust someone else
=be more positive in the way of thinking
=dont trust ur frens 100% or else someday they will kill ur trust on him/her
=dont be too serious n trust a guy 100% in a relationship
=be confidence n never look down to ur own self
=be good,be bad,be what u wana be as long as u remember to God~

p/s : i tagged regina and ritah~..ahaha

September 19, 2008

the real me~

don't care if you have a boyfriend or girlfriend right now.... I dont care if you are a guy or a woman or Michael Jackson.....just read this, it will make a difference..... _______________________________________ When she stares at your mouth [ Kiss her ] When she pushes you or hits you like a dumb ass cuz she thinks shes stronger than you [ Grab her and dont let go ] When she starts cursing at you tryin to act all tuff [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ] When she's quiet [ Ask her whats wrong ] When she ignores you [ Give her your attention ] When she pulls away [ Pull her back ] When you see her at her worst [ Tell her she's beautiful ] When you see her start crying [Just hold her and dont say a word ] When you see her walking [ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ] When she's scared [ Protect her ] When she steals your favorite hat [ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night] When she doesn't answer for a long time [ reassure her that everything is okay ] When she looks at you with doubt [ Back yourself up ] When she says that she likes you [SHE REALLY DOES MORE THAN YOU COULD UNDERSTAND!!!] When she bumps into you; [ bump into her back and make her laugh ] When she tells you a secret [ keep it safe and untold ] When she looks at you in your eyes [ dont look away until she does ] When she says it's over [ she still wants you to be hers ] When she reposts this bulletin [ she wants you to read it ] - Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything. - When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go - When she says she's ok dont believe it, talk with her - because 10 yrs later she'll remember you - Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her - Treat her like she's all that matters to you. - Stay up all night with her when she's sick. - Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid. - Give her the world. - Let her wear your clothes. - When she's bored and sad, hang out with her. - Let her know she's important. - Kiss her in the pouring rain. If you do post this in the next four minutes the one you love will : Call you..... Kiss you..... Love you....... Text you.......... Guys post as:."I'd be this Boyfriend" Girls post as: "A real Boyfriend." and if u do not re-post this within 3 minute you'll have bad luck go re-post ~

September 18, 2008

little by little

erlo bloggy. im sitting ere,looking around..wondering y,what n shud i facing all of the unwanted things in my life.hurm. i keep asking Lord Jesus and i know he will anser all these crap questions inside my mind someday.

i write this blog while listening to the marion raven tuning on her guitar n sing the song 'little by little'.. i keep listening to this song over n over again. dont ask me y..

A mean reply, so I scream..
another fight about nothing at all,
And then we cry and forgive
Promising that we will nerver fall again..

.. sigh.. there’s soo much that’s going on in my mind now. missing someone..missing them. Stressing my ass off :( Let’s change the sub. Its givin me a headache.

Life now is complicated and frustrating. I m stressing away as usual but the load this time is way way too much. For the past few weeks, ive been feeling down. At times, i wonder whether they’ll be anyone who would catch me when i fall or help me up. My friends have been trying to cheer me up and they did an awesome job. They made me realise that that’s how life is. A long, swirly rollercoaster but ive got my friends :) i know that i can count on them.

A fren of mine told me that its not wrong to love coz God says "love everyone around u..shall ur neighbours..enemies..". i told yea,i wont hate people eventho if i have a reason to do so.forgive is the bez thing to do but to forget is the hardest thing eventho u trying many times to do so. If your in the same sucky situation as me then u will understand this situation. Trust me.

thats all for now. No strings attached. No questions asked. Over and out. :)

p/s: rita,i need u to be by my side. feels like i wana hug u fren~. im so down.sighing~

September 16, 2008

i love my bestfriends. xoxo~

i am emo. yes i am emo now. guys,im so emo now. duh~ i feel like i wana shout out n tel evrybody that im so emotional. very emotional today,tis nite n by tis time. when i reviewed all the pictures with my frens since i was 1st semester til 5h semester,i was like..duh..very emotional. dont ask me y.. i miz my beloved bestfrens , rita n fazia.

gals,how i wish both of u r sitting besides me n give me a big hug nw.damn it!i feel like i wana fly to kl n meet them~hurm..miz both of u gals..the moments we had together..all the hugs,laughters..duh~ really miz both of u~

September 14, 2008

My Great Weekend!

yesterday, i have a very great nite.the total great nite ever!i had so much fun! me with my gorgeous cousins, charles n esther attended the SPD 's Dinner stands for Smart People Development with the vision 'change for success' which was located at Kuching Park Hotel, Kuching. charles picked me up around 6.30pm then we went to picked up esther at bdc. the dinner start at 7pm but gosh,it was 5 mins to 7pm. we damn rushed but thx god wen we reached there,the dinner havent start yet.duh! polah org laju2 jak.ish.guess wat? .they served us very good n friendly. me myself dont even knoe what is this dinner for.i juz joined wen my darling mac asked me to do so. so i invited charles n esther. duh~ we ate,played games[i got a gift],performances,slow dance..bla..bla.. ooopss..btw,yesterday was my darling's birthday. so we celebrated his bday there. lucky him. hurm.dear,if u read this..i have a plan for ur bday for only u n me. it will be soon. muah! ahakz.

esther n i

Charles n i

2 gals and a guy..

Performance by Melvin

Performance by her

back to the story..the dinner ended around 10pm n cmon la..the nite was still young n guess wat? we decided to njoy our nite n make it more meaningful. i ajak my bf to join me n esther n finally he agreed~. we went to amoebar. n we had only one jug. chit chat n had our drinks but we dont drunk!n also took photos. duh! here are some photos that i've taken..i love to take photos. ahakz. sadly,it was quite bored at amoebar.


Gals ..

n we decided to go to grappa. whoaaa..damn crowded. huhu. i love this.i mean the place. happening,crowded,people dance like hell on d floor n on top of the table. we took a lots of photos ere n yeh,we danced like hell too.i love dancing! yeh..i got that talent i told ya~ my bf having a lots of fun.i love u baby.


Hit the club!!!

Dancing on the floor and on d top of the table


we went back home around 2am sumthing n reached home around 3am.duh! charles n havin so much fun with u guys.n darling..welcome to the age 23.well dats soo exhausted..gots to go get some beauty sleep or i wont look pretty tomorrow =p .. hahaha.. nite bloggy..the great nite i had!

lots of love,

September 10, 2008

he's my man

1. What’s his name?

2. How long have you been dating?
=1 yer+.

3. Can you tell him anything?
=yes..especially my own feelings on him

4. What’s his favorite color?

5. When is his birthday?
=13 september 1985

6. How old will he be turning?
=tis saturday he will be turn 23

7. How much do you see each other?
=as much as we want

8. On a scale of 1-10, How much do you like him?

9. Do you love him?
= yeh.i do.

10. What’s his full name, first/middle/last.
=mackenzy kimliang.

11. Have you ever been to the movies with him?
=yes.sure.we love to watch movies.

12. What movie did you see?
=its too many. we will watch any movies tat will come i have to list all of em?

13. Name a memory you shared with him?
=duh.its too many ler.

14. Have you met his parents?
=yeh. n both of his parents so cool. n his lovely.

15. Has he met your parents?
=yes. last christmas was his 1st time met my parents.

16. How many siblings does he have?
=6 include him.

17. Is he funny?
=yes. n i love tat.

18. Name his favorite quote?

19. What is his favorite thing to do?

20. Does he have any pets?

21. Does he have a job?
=yes.he's working now..somewer at kch ler

22. Does your family like him?
=ask my parents.

the persons i tagged:
1. gina
2. franz

September 8, 2008

my happy ending weekend

erlow guys..huhu. i have a very tiring weekend. duh.i felt n sleepy today. last saturday,i went to kpg skibang, bau to attend the farewell dinner organised by the st phillip's church which was located at kpg skibang bau. actually, my uncle booked one table for us [my fam n charles's fam].each ticket was cost rm30.

huhu..they are all my beautiful people in my life.

what can i say here having so much fun there. we went back home almost 3 o'clock in d morning. i wont regret tat. i love tis freedom..the freedom tat gave me new happiness in my life.huhu.