i will take my chances..

as im about to take my nap,i had this really deep thinking. thinking about my family.yes,i miss mommy,daddy,lil sis lyn,sis jojo and bro bern.i miss them badly nowadays. whenever i feel like this,if only i could fly..i will just meet them now! seriously! im damn homesick. huhu. less sleep nowadays coz i get myself busy with the assignments which i have to submit on next week and im damn tired coz i have this 2 days packed classes. and the subjects are quite tough in this degree level. i only hope for one thing : "i wont give up and make sure i will maintain my dean list for this degree level".

i got one thing that i really think about. that was i'll stop clubbing. oooppsss..will i stop for now on?i have no reason to stop at the moment. but i got the feeling to stop clubbing.

honestly la, im clubbing to hear some great musics OBVIOUSLY.dancing for sure coz i love dancing and "cuci mata"..ooopsss! and also to have fun! but ill stop. and i will stop instantly when i got the reason to stop. but not now coz i still addicted to it.so who/what will that reason be? i have no idea..we''ll see later.im thinking bout my future and my parents never allow me to club! but yah..im not perfect so evrybody does the same thing when they want something they like. yah..its all about the future and i should have this deep thinking.

im weird nowadays and everybody knows that. coz i talk to non living objects whenever im alone and feeling so lonely. i learned lots of thing in my life.i learned that things dont come easy as i think..i have to work hard for it and do not depends much on luck..as elder said dont take things for granted.so i will take my chances as long as i keep work hard...

that makes me different ..im getting sleepy now and i need my sleeping beauty...daaa

much love,
jen